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Finding Failure #Feels

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Thank you My effort has been pretty minimal lately. To those who read for amusement, insight, inspiration or a good life-reminder; thank you. To those who have read with the hopes of finding an insane author, a high level of crazy, and a potentially toxic level of self-doubt: I welcome you. Failure ? Change and transition consistently permeate my little corner. My feeble attempt to fight it and prove I can overcome my instinct to flee has been more difficult than I imagined. I think I failed. In the last year, I moved 5 times, dated 3 people (not all at once), tried to read 4 books, applied to 2 graduate programs & the U.S. Navy, and successfully created dinner I think 4 times. Maybe. I think I failed this last year. To review my goals: 2017 Goals ... Not completed goals are highlighted  Get a tattoo  Learn something in therapy  Plan and do a memorable activity once per month  exponentially wean myself off sugar: 7 consistent days withou...

Freaks and slobs

There are two groups of people in the world: the clean people, and the slobs. The clean people are on their own spectrum, and the slobs are on their own spectrum. The two spectrums do not interact.
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"Be what you wish you were" - as I crown myself in my bathroom mirror I haven't posted a blog update in a few months. I will commit to posting more regularly (once every 2 weeks - or bi-weekly as the high brows call it) starting in March. I refrained from regular posts and updates because there seemed to be too many moving parts. Trying to capture them in a linear blog format was too much to concisely translate. Quick Recap   September Moved to Seattle (Green Lake), found a part time job as a Swim Instructor. October Casually dated a guy from CDA, maintained my Swim Instructor job, started as a Marketing Rep for HelloFresh, promptly quit within 48 hours (not what I was looking for), celebrated by 26th birthday with my roommates, who I affectionately refer to as the "Party Kittens." Experienced one final imploding meltdown (ugly crying, in bed until 3 p.m., doubting every decision I have ever made in life - you know the drill). November Was off...